Ingin ku terbang ke masa lalu,
Mengundur waktu mencari aku,
Melihat di mana silapnya dulu,
Mahu perbetul mana yang perlu...
Ingin ku terbang ke masa hadapan,
Mencongak apa kesannya pilihan,
Dan kembali membawa persoalan,
Yang mana tidak meluka perasaan...
Ingin ku terbang ke dalam hatinya,
Yang tak bisa diluah dengan kata,
Cukup untuk mengerti ceritanya,
Dan bisa aku lepaskan saja dia...
Dan ingin aku terbang ke hatimu,
Membawa kunci mengetuk pintu,
Mencari ruang kosong untuk aku,
Agar engkau kembali jadi milikku...
Dibantu oleh @nathasya_suraya
3 Mac 2017 12.25am
Friday, March 3, 2017
Monday, December 5, 2016
Behind that smile, was a girl that has been hurt so much..
Behind that laughter, was a girl who wished someone could just see what's beneath...
Behind that positive thoughts she conjured, was her fighting the demons inside her head..
Behind the happiness, lies a deep sorrow, a wound that reopens again and again...
No one can knows a person no matter how long they've known each other....
How close she came to let her demons win and how quickly she fled to escape them...
No one knows why a simple matter could hurt her so bad, that she cried her eyes out, bawling till exhaustion came, till there are no more tears to shed...
Will they ever know, will they ever care? That once again, her heart was torn to pieces and she was left all alone to fix it...
Behind that smile, was a girl who wish for someone to care...
Wednesday, November 2, 2016
Usah bicara semanis gula,
Takut nanti menghadir rasa.
Usah ditabur pelbagai janji,
Nanti akhirnya memakan diri.
Usah dicuba hadir selalu,
Kelak hilang mengundang pilu.
Usah direka sandiwara cinta,
Ada hati yang perlu dijaga,
Hati ini yang pernah terluka...
Wednesday, October 5, 2016
Just something we came up with during our quick getaway to Penang...
Owh, beware... This pantun is so cheesy btw..
Gunung Jerai dilitupi awan,
Sawah padi luas terbentang,
Sudah lama kita berkawan,
Bila pula nak bertunang?
P/s: Tiada kena mengena antara yang hidup ataupun yg telah meninggal dunia... 😊
Monday, September 19, 2016
Thursday, June 23, 2016
it means that he care,
and when he cares,
it means he will be there,
whenever you need him to...
Saturday, April 23, 2016
Assalamualaikum.. Hello everyone.. Below is actually a picture I edited and posted on my insta a while back... It was a full moon that night and I was waiting for my housemate, so I decided to take a couple of pictures.. But to post it just as it is felt like a bit of a waste (plus with its low quality), so I searched for quotes that might be related...
So, there you go... 'Love Should be Like the Moon. Not Always Perfect, But Always There... '
And I totally agree.. There is no such things as perfect when it comes to love... We just have to accept all the imperfections... And what matters most is that one love will always be there for us, no matter how we are, who we are... We will complement each other perfectly..
So, who will always be there? I wonder...
Friday, April 15, 2016
Assalamualaikum... hello readers... In this time of facebook and instagram, I have neglected this blog for way too long now... Can't believe this is my first post this year and it is already April..
How was everything? Well, I can definitely say that life just sort of passed by.... As I look back to all the times I spent, juggling between two jobs, I sure don't have that much time to rest and enjoy just a moment of peace and quiet.. But I did had the chance to go back and meet my family so up to that part is still good... cause it means I still have a place and people to come home to and for that, I am extremely and enternally grateful...^^
Work? Like I said, having two jobs is not easy when one is lacking in time management, which seems to be my problem.. But both are important to me, so by hook or by crook, I'll have to make it work...
Anyway, I do have a few things to share and I'll try to find some time to do so... Until then, have a nice weekend and take care.
Thursday, December 3, 2015
When some things didn't go according to plan, when it seem so hard to keep holding on, when you feel like the world came crashing down, it is easier to give in to the tears, lock yourself up and cry for an entire night.
To act entirely the opposite of how you are feeling, to keep a smile on your face, to pretend like it isn't bothering you, to be happy, that is undoubtly hard... And no one seems to know or notice anyway...
Yet, whichever way it is, life still goes on. It never stops and you just have to keep moving on...
So, to be happy or break down...