20 Years Old Maknae..^_^

Assalamualaikum.. Hello everybody.. Guess I should just keep on updating my blog for today.. despite of the fact that I should be studying instead.. aigooo..haha.. oh well,I'll make an exception for today..hee.. the title,please don't get me wrong ya.. today is not my birthday.. my birthday was on the 21st so ya,a bit late to post anything about it.. but still,I'll let my fingers type whatever they want to.. haha.. 20 years old.. I'm a pretty excited about it really.. because it's like the beginning of new things.. it's like now I felt like 'ah,I am an adult already,so no more playing around'.. haha.. I have to be more serious..in everything..

Unfortunately, since my birthday was during weekdays and I'm here studying, there was no celebration or at least eating out with family.. but i'm touched when friends sang birthday songs to me..in 5 different languages.. haha.. thanks guys..appreciate it so much..

From my point of view, 20 represents a new life.. a new beginning.. but then in reality,even before my birthday, I think I have changed quite a lot.. so much that I'm getting used to the new me.. It seems like I really let go of the old me.. but of course,there are times where I went back to the old me.. It's still part of me anyway,I can't just throw it away,can I? hee.. so,my wish for this new year is to achieve more success and to be happier than ever..

I have been great lately.. happier I mean.. housemates,friends,family,everyone around me really give me lots of strength.. but of course there are holes inside that I can't really lie about them to myself.. I felt it once awhile but I decided not to think too much about it.. sooner or later,everything will become better.. but at least now, I think my life is almost complete.. :)
Oh by the way,maybe some are wondering what is maknae.. maknae is a korean word that means youngest.. hee..since I am the youngest between my classmates and also my housemates, I like to call myself that.. it's great having a lot of brothers and sisters.. :P

So, since tomorrow will be the last day of 2011, have any of you think of what you want to change in 2012? any new goals? i hope you do.. everyone should have goals.. and for everyone that are born in December and had turned 20 this year or will be turning 20 tomorrow..

May you achieve success in everything you do and always be happy... may your wishes come true as well.. take care everyone.. that's all for now.. take care..assalamualaikum..^_^