Oh well, I'll just finish up this one post and then I'll study okie?What is my topic for tonight? hhmm.. actually it is pretty much about our ways in treating people around us.. I came up with this topic was because I felt it myself.. This is not something that I made up, there are times where I questioned myself about it.. I'm not sure if any of you did,but I'll share with you what I felt okie?
I am loved.but why can't I make that love entirely mine? People do care about me, but why not to the point that they will be able to notice that there's something wrong when I suddenly being cold? Some do remember things about me, but why don't they do something for me,to make me feel that? I try so hard to be noticed,but why do I felt like it will be the same,no matter when I'm there or not? They do love me,they do care about me, but why do I always felt like it wasn't enough? Did I felt that way because I was hoping for something else from them?
Yeah..those are the questions.. To be honest, now I think that all of these questions are nonsense...seriously,they are.. And I can fully understand now.. why I should not feel or think that way.. One will always treat others differently.. Different people, different ways.. you can't treat everyone you know equally.. because there are those that you are close with,and those that you can't seem to be comfortable with..each and every people you know is different.. how is it possible to treat them in the same way,right?
There was a time when I was really offended and mad at my friends.. because I felt like they cared more about this one friend than me..but then,when I think about it again, probably even if they use the same way towards me, I might not like it.. so,it's better if they don't do it anyway..
why don't we think of it this way...? that whenever we didn't get what we want,it does not mean that we do not deserve it, but that we deserve so much more than just that.. now,I do believe in this.. after I try to open up my eyes and realize small things,even a short SMS means a lot more than big ones.. it is the thoughts that really counts people.. hee..
So,I'm going to accept everything and not expect too much anymore.. I should be grateful actually,that I do have people who loves me and cares about me.. I'm lucky enough to still have family and friends by my side,why should I ask for more when some don't even have family ever since they are born.. I should be happy.. and trust everyone I love with all my heart..
So,remember, every people have different ways in showing their love towards us..as long as we are loved,that's good enough.. I've heard this one saying before,'when you don't have friends and love in your life,it's like you are just waiting for death to come'.. lifeis meaningless without family,friends and love that binds us all..
Till here for now.. take care.. assalamualaikum ^______^
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