When I'm Ready, I Will Take One Step Further..

Assalamualaikum.. Anyeonghaseyo.. hello everyone.. Thanks for dropping by ya.. There is less than 3 days now before my first final exam paper.. I'm very very nervous right now.. huhu.. But then,I guess I should just do my very best.. Hwaiting!

Today,my post will be more about me,and I really just want to let it out of head.. It's nothing important really,so if you doesn't want to read it,it's fine.. I don't mind..hee.. Well,last year,it would be a lie if I say I never thought of having a relationship.. I thought about it a lot,more when I saw that most of my cousins seems to have someone special.. haha..

However,when there are chances that came knocking, I tend to always let it go.. and when people around me asked for the reason why,I will give them so many excuses.. now that I think really really hard on it, I realise that I was just making all those excuses up to run away from the fact that I am nowhere near ready to take that one step forward.. There are people out there who might felt the same way as I did,right? I know there are...hee..

I guess deep down inside I am still too afraid.. so,it's like I keep on standing at one spot and never go anywhere,too afraid that once I begin to walk,I will get lost and can't find my way back..that's exactly how I felt..owh..btw,I found this quote and I believe that someday that day will come..

"Sometimes pain becomes such a huge part of your life that you expect it to always be there, because you can't remember a time in your life when it wasn't. But then one day you feel something else. Something that feels wrong only because it's so unfamiliar, and in that moment you realize you're happy." - One Tree Hill

And this other quote,if we really believe that true love exist in this world, then we might find them in the most unexpected way, it will come to us,only when is still unknown..

Sometimes,people leave us in order for us to find someone better. Someone who we deserve and who deserve our love. Even if you lost a love once,don't lose hope because your true love will always find its way to you no matter what..

So, I think that I should really take my time.. I mean despite of the fact that ya,I want to feel that feeling again,but it's best not to if I know that I'm not ready.. this is a promise to myself.. that once I'm ready, I will take that one step forward.. I will give myself a chance to experience it one more time,and hopefully when that time come, I will choose the right one..

That's all everybody.. another post will be coming up..hee.. so,people..if you have the same situation as I do, take your time.. being single isn't that bad.. It is fun in some ways.. heee.. take care.. assalamualaikum.. Saranghae..^_^